Counting the day

did you know what it is?

its Royal Belum National Park..

I will go there this Friday..

I want to cure my wounded heart..

Counting the day

Wordless Wednesday

Semoga Allah mencintaimu dan Dialah yg membuat engkau mencintaiku

6 years and counting

4 May 2015..

6 years ago, we meet at our office in PJ..
just smile and silent..
and smile again.. and again..
and when I started to play my video collection of Rock Kapak
(if you know it, 80's to 90's are glowing year for genre rock at Malaysia)
suddenly I hear someone say "Eh, minat rock kapak ek. samalah"
and we keep talking, singing and laughing until now.


oh my face.. I think this picture around 2012

she being my neighbor from that day until now..
she the one I turn to when I need some advice and so do she.
we share anything..
our memories, money, feeling and difficulty..
we can criticize each other without feeling disappointed to each other..
she the one I share a lot of story about you
and she the one to say "go for it"


our life sometimes like anyone else being in upside down..
yeah, in our society, others like to being jealous.
jealous to our friendship..
some like to talking a bad thing to us..
try to break our trust to each other.



but, Alhamdulillah its not worked guys..
its make us appreciate each other more than before..
and for that, I should thanks to you, bad girl..

from single to married and being a mother..

thanks coz being my wonderful friend.

thanks for all the Do'a that you wish for me..
Insya-Allah..
I will be married and being a mother like you..
sooner or later..


and us in 2015


please be strong and cheerful..
to our beautiful friendship..
may Allah keep this friendship more stronger than yesterday.

Lyric of the week : Hazama - Sampai Mati

LIRIK LAGU SAMPAI MATI - HAZAMA

Walau bibir merungkapkan kasih
Mata merasa yang sebaliknya
Wahai jiwa andai kau mampu bicara
Beritahuku isi hatimu

Dan detak jantungku menahan
Arah dan jalan
Agar kita kan bersama

Andai dunia hancur binasa
Ku kan setia sampai mati cintaku
Takkan berserah
Takkan ku mengalah hingga kau buat diriku
Takhta dihati mu

Ku terlihat lagu dan curiga
Diselimutkan satu senyuman
Tanda tanya selamanya menghantui
Oh apa dirimu mahukan aku

Dan biarkan cerita lama
Terpadam sudah
Agar kita kan bersama

Andai dunia hancur binasa
Ku kan setia sampai mati cintaku
Takkan berserah
Takkan ku mengalah hingga kau buat diriku
Takhta dihati mu

Janganlah sesali perjalanan ini
Adakalanya seakan gelita
Setiap saat tabahku berdoa
Cinta kita sampai syurga

Andai dunia hancur binasa
Ku kan setia sampai mati cintaku
Takkan berserah
Takkan ku mengalah hingga kau buat diriku
Takhta dihati mu

Andai hancur dan binasa
Aku kan setia sampai mati cintaku
Takkan, takkan ku mengalah hingga kau buat diriku
Takhta dihati mu

Yeah, I'm Miss U

Hating? No...

Sometimes i'm wonder, is it fun to hating someone else? She backmouth about you, his cheating on you, your boss keep searching your mistake, your friend ignore you or your family keep teasing you about your weight.. (Its just example, not happen to me)

Your being mad, sad, frustrated or sad. Its normal. We are the human right? But, is it worth it to hate someone for so long just because we think only we feel it?

In the end, you will regret it. You know why? You waste lot of your time to some useless thing. Smile and let it go. Our life is to precious than them :)

Give up, move on and redha

I'm waiting.. Look and cross the calendar over and over again. Counting the day like you say to me.

Until one day.. You were gone like a wind.. Suddenly quiet day after day.. And now its been 2 month since the last day we were communicate.

Its hurt.. When we can't do anything at all. Because waiting is the only option that we have.

Insya-Allah, if we meant together, we can being together at in the end of day. If not, I hope I will find my happines soon. Thanks for everything. And I love you. No matter what.

Arabian Night at PUSPANITA MQA Charity Night

Last Thursday (30 April 2015), its very fun to join the event. Its a day for us to hang out with each other and entertain our stack holder also being generous to orphan and single moms. It's a charity night and the theme are Arabian Night.. oh my.. the very last minutes, I have to sing and dance (the dancer fainted if they see our dance..) lol but it so my fun and less embarrass me since we dance together. Look out to all my click, I think I the one that ermm so simple I guess.. haha

its so long I didn't put any make up at any event.. so its kind awkward for me and yeah.. it took some time just to put some eyeliner.. huhuhu

simple right?

hey.. who's took our picture

She so lovely and funny. The one and only sharifah shahirah. Thank you for entertain us

Mawi sang Lagu Jiwa Lagu Cinta, Kian and An-NuraYang 5 Yang 6
 (I left early.. can't wait until the end. Fever Mania :( 

see ya ermm next 2 years :) .. I guess.. or should I say 5 years?? huhu

Nice quote

Wordless Wednesday - I'm just tired

for all thing that happen to me last few month..

for all argument..

for all disbelief to me..

maybe..

i should end up my diary..

to this date..

until I found my guy or person..

that I can be strong again because of her/his

sayonara

to yahoo messenger..

blog

p/s : i hate you april.. or should I say.. u?

bye

Penat

Penat bertahan.
Penat mengalah.
Penat melawan.
Penat menidakkan.

Hakikatnya.
Ramai bertepuk tampar.
Ramai bergelak tawa.

Lihat.
Dia kecundang lagi.
Lihat.
Dia salah lagi.
Lihat.
Dia kasihan lagi.

Harapan.
Entah bila akan tertunai.
Yang semakin terlihat.
Ia semakin berkecai.
Dan terkualai.

Dan mereka.
Makin ketawa makin mendabik dada.
Lihat.
Mereka benar.
Sekali lagi.

Ir Radzi - Sempurna Waktu

Lirik Lagu Sempurna Waktu - Ir Radzi

Sempurna waktu

Ada dirimu

Ada cintamu

Apakah kita

Akan bersama

Harus bersama

Semua indah

Kan bererti

Rasa hati lagi

Sungguh ku milikmu

Kau milikku

Takkan ada

Yang pisahkan kita

Ku mampu bertahan

Cepat atau lambat

Mampu bertahan

Sempurna oleh waktu

Sungguh ku milikmu

Kau juga milikku

Sempurna

Semua indah

Kan bererti

Rasa hati lagi

Sungguh ku milikmu

Kau milikku

Takkan ada

Yang pisahkan kita

Ku mampu bertahan

Cepat atau lambat

Mampu bertahan

Sempurna oleh waktu

Takkan aku tinggalkan dirimu

Ku mampu bertahan

Cepat atau lambat

Mampu bertahan

Sempurna oleh waktu

Sempurna oleh waktu

this song I dedicated to you.. I know you still keep looking my diary. want to know how my day.. want to know about me.. I hope.. we can meet soon.. and be together forever.. before.. I close my eyes for forever..

Al-Fatihah

pada yang tidak mengetahui... saya telah kehilangan nenek saya, iaitu ibu kepada ayah saya dan juga nenek yang terakhir yang saya miliki. pulang ke rahmatullah pada 23 Mac 2015 jam 2.30 petang. 

tiada lagi bahulu, tiada lagi rendang kerbau mahupun rendang itik pada raya kali ini. maaf kerana tahun ini pun tak dapat bawa pulang seseorang yang bernama suami.

perwatakan nenek memang sangat berbeza. nenek seorang yang rendah suaranya bila bercakap dan sangat kurang bercakap. namun sesekali bila bersama, ketawa sampai keluar air mata. saya tahu kita tidak rapat, tapi nenek masih lagi cuba dekatkan diri dengan bertanya sesuatu atau masakan sesuatu makanan.

damailah nenek di sana. moga roh mu dicucuri rahmat dan diletakkan dikalangan orang yang beriman.

gambar ihsan abang tercinta..

Futsal oh futsal

Its been a while since my last time playing futsal.. After "Kejohanan 4 Penjuru" I never kick any ball..

Jogging? Only in my dream, I guess.. After finish the tournament, I've been struggle with my lower back.

Suntikan tak dapat nak dikira, ubat dah macam-macam sampai lah berhentikan makan semua tu.. Dan mula ambil vitamin tambahan. Ada sakit ada tak, tapi selagi tak seteruk tahun lepas, terima seadanya la :)

Dan tada... Hari ni mula sepak sikit-sikit.. Sebab penjaga gol kan.. Tak pela.. Tak teruk sangat. Demi ingin menjadi pom pom girl pemain futsal, hakak rela..hihi..

P/s : I want to get figure like fazura.. Boleh tak? Hihihi

Wordless wednesday

I wish i'm here right now.. I miss the view.. Bulan madu di sini boleh tak?? Huhuhuhu...

**kena la pi cari suami dulu... Haish..**

Lokasi : Pantai Beras Basah

Cinta Jarak Jauh

have u feel it before.. jauh beribu batu kekdahnya..kalau nak susun batu pun jenuh :) berapa ramai yang sanggup? "dia tak kan nak tunggu kau punya".. "orang kerja macam tu, dah banyak dah dia pasang..""selain kau ada lagi orang lain lah.. buang masa"

jadi.. bertawakal saja lah.. kalau kita asyik negatif saja, duduk dekat pun bukan penentu setia kan? doa lah yang baik-baik.. Insya Allah akan terima yang baik-baik..

psstt..

kekdah nya :)

Lirik Lagu Selimut Tetangga - Republik

Bersabarlah sayang aku akan pulang
Jangan dengarkan gosip murahan tentang aku
Berjanjilah sayang ku slalu setia
Meski ku tak selalu di sampingmu

Tak usah kau menangis meratapi aku
Tak perlu kau berfikir ku meninggalkanmu

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Berjanjilah sayang ku slalu setia
Meski ku tak selalu di sampingmu

Tak usah kau menangis meratapi aku
Tak perlu kau berfikir ku meninggalkanmu

Tak usah kau menangis meratapi aku
Tak perlu kau berfikir ku meninggalkanmu

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Mana mungkin selimut tetangga
Hangati tubuhku dalam kedinginan
Malam malam panjang setiap tidurku
Selalu kesepian

Bersabarlah sayang aku akan pulang

**kita bukan budak kecil.. yang hanya fikir semuannya mudah.. kita juga bukan orang tua.. yang merasakan segalannya sukar. jika kita sudah merasa sakitnya dikecewa.. kenapa ingin mengecewakan orang lain.. jika kita ingin bahagia.. kenapa tidak bahagiakan diri kita sendiri.. dan jika kita doa,tawakal dan yakin dia lah pemilik separuh hati kita.. kenapa perlu kita merasa curiga.. dari kegagalan kita kan mengecap kebahgiaan, kalau dia bukan milik kita.. bermakna tuhan masih menyimpan yang terbaik untuk kita supaya kita lebih menghargai apa yang kita ada di kemudian hari..**

cheer up :)

I miss you

I'm know you saw my blog.. I know you keep tracking me.. But i'm really..really miss you.. Its all your fault.. Sob sob sob..

Keep waiting day by day.. Keep persueding my heart.. Tell that your busy, you have to finish your work..

People keep telling here and there.. Keep mocking at me.. But my friend keep saying Allah knows best..

Almost april,are postpone it again? :'(

Vacay mode

Its have been awhile since my last post. I'm going to vacation started this day. Just want to rest my body and soul.. Eventho i'm still battle with my fever.. Bad fever.. Huhuhu

**why my past keep calling or messaging me over this weekend.. Lain yang ditunggu, lain pulak yang datang.. Hurmm**

Happy born day neighbour

Sedar tak sedar dah nak hampir 6 tahun berkawan dan bekerja bersama. Banyak suka duka, pahit jerih dan susah payah bersama sepanjang perjalanan ni.

Susah nak berjumpa kawan yang perwatakan hampir sama tapi punya kelebihan dan perbezaan masing-masing. Ayat yang sering di ucap setiap kali hari jadi "semoga berjumpa yang lebih baik dan cepat-cepat bertemu pasangan yang sesuai". Tapi tahun lepas " 2015 kau kawin punya lah.." Tiap-tiap tahun suruh makan garam banyak-banyak, tahun ni moga-moga masin ye.

Hahaha kami berkongsi banyak perkara.. Sangat-sangat banyak. Dah ada pun yang cuba cucuk sana sini, tapi selagi kami "amalkan kalau tak puas hati terus tanya" ni yang buatkan kami masih berteman.

Selamat hari dilahirkan jiran depan partition a.k.a setinggan.harap persahabatan kita kian utuh..