cookieChoices = {}; * C.J Diary *: July 2011

Sunday, 31 July 2011

Salam Ramadhan


syukur atas kurniaan illahi...
sekali lagi dapat merasai nikmatnya bulan ramadan yang mubarak..
dikesempatan ini..
jia nak ucapkan selamat menyambut bulan ramadan..
dan moga kita lebih memaafi dan menghargai..

mudah-mudahan di permudahkan urusan,..
dan perbanyakkan amalan..

salam ramadan,

cik jia la....

Friday, 8 July 2011

lyric beast - fiction

**romanization**

ajik nan neol itji motago modeungeol da mitji motago
ireoke neol bonaeji motago oneuldo

dasi mandeureobolge uri iyagi kkeutnaji anke aju ginagin
salgacheul pago seumyeodeuneun sangsilgameun jamsi mudeodulge
saero sseo naeryeoga sijageun haengbokhage utgo inneun neowa na
nega nal tteonaji motage baegyeongeun chulguga eomneun jobeun bang an

amureochi anke nege kiseuhago dalkomhan neoui gyeoteul tteonagajil motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
itji motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

jigeum yeogin haengbokhan iyagideulbakke eobseo
neomu haengbokhan uri dulmanui iyagiga ireoke (hyeonsilgwaneun dareuge)
sseo isseo jeomjeom chaewojigo isseo

neoneun naegero dallyeowaseo angigo
pum ane angin neoreul naneun jeoldae nochi motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
kkeunchi motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

dasi han beon deo malhajiman
jigeum neoneun nae yeope itdago geureoke mitgo isseo nan
(hajiman fiction)

nan mokjeogeul irheobeorin jakga i soseorui
kkeuteun eotteoke mamuri jieoya hae
saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae i se geuljaman
sseo naeryeoga mudyeojin pen nunmullo eollukjin nalgeun jongi wiro
haengbokhal sudo seulpeul sudo eobseo i iyagineun

jigeum nan neomunado haengbokhan saenggage iyagireul sseujiman
modeunge baramil ppunirago yeojeonhi

nan haengbokhangeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
uri hamkkeingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
ije sijagingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeuteun eomneungeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)


**english translation**

[dj]
it’s a lie, it’s a lie
we can’t end it like this
come back again, please come back
i can’t believe that you’re leaving me

[hs]
i should try saying something to you
though there’s no use in it
this isn’t it, this isn’t it
i won’t believe in this truth

[dw]
this is all a lie
it’s not the truth
i won’t believe any more of this
i asked many times not to leave me
this is a lie

[ys]
you’re no longer beside me
this is the truth
i don’t want to believe it
though i ask you numerous times to come back again,
all of this has to be a lie

[gk]
this is a lie, this is a lie
this is a lie, this is a lie
this isn’t the truth, this isn’t the truth
this isn’t the truth, this isn’t the truth

[jh]
it’s a fact
my brain knows it’s true, but my heart won’t accept it
i can’t believe it
unknowingly, everything i knew now seems like an obsession
this situation that suddenly fell over my head,
i can no longer control it
i can’t empty you but i’ll try to erase you
i’ll rewrite the story of you and i

Sunday, 3 July 2011

Masa Mengubah Segalanya..

penah tak terjadi situasi..
bila berjumpa kawan lama...
kita akan terdetik "lain la dia ni sekarang"
"dia dah tak macam dulu"
"dia makin tu makin ni"

time does change human..
either fashion or personality..
samada kita suka atau tidak.,
kita atau orang lain tetap akan berubah..
pilihannya samada makin baik atau sebaliknya..

tanpa kita sedar..
mereka tetap lain..
kita tak boleh nak mereka sama je macam dulu..
tapi benda yang tak dapat tulah kita nak selalu..

sama macam jia...
mana la boleh harapkan laki tu sama macam 4 tahun lepas..
baik.. caring macam dulu..
dia dah melalui macam-macam keadaan dalam tempoh berpisah..
termasuk juga jia..
jadi tidak adil kalau nak harapkan dia macam dulu..
dia punya impian..
punya perasaan..
punya keinginan..
sama seperti orang lain..
sama seperti jia..
tak adil untuk jia harapkan dia..
sebab jia hilang dalam tempoh yang panjang..
macam tu jugak dia..
dan jia dapat rasa..
dia pon pernah atau masih menyukai seseorang..
dan bukannya jia,,,
tak adil untuk jia halang kan?

nota kaki : macam jauh lagi jek sinar kawin tu... sabar jia... tuhan tengah simpan yang terbaik untuk jia..

Beast - The Day That Rain Comes

[Lyric Rom / Eng] BEAST (B2ST) – THE DAY THAT RAIN COMES (ON RAINY DAYS)

sesangi eoduwojigo
joyonghi biga naerimyeon
yeojeonhi geudaero
oneuldo eogimeobsi nan
beoseonajil motane
neoui saenggak aneseo
ije
kkeuchiraneun geol aljiman
miryeoniran geol aljiman
ije anil geol aljiman
geukkajit jajonsime neol japji motaetdeon naega
jogeum aswiul ppuninikka
biga oneun naren nareul chajawa
bameul saewo goerophida
biga geuchyeogamyeon neodo ttaraseo
seoseohi jogeumssik geuchyeogagetji
chwihaenna bwa geuman masyeoya doel geot gatae
biga tteoreojinikka nado tteoreojil geot gatae
mwo nega bogo sipdageona geureon geon anya
daman uriga gajin sigani jom nalkaroul ppun
nega cham johahaesseotdeon ireon narimyeon
ajik neomu saengsaenghan gieogeul kkeonaenoko
chueogiran deoche ilbureo bareul deullyeonwa
beoseonaryeogo balbeodungjocha chiji anha
ije
neoreul da jiwonaetjiman
modu da biwonaetjiman
ttodasi biga naerimyeon
himdeulge sumgyeonwatdeon neoui modeun gieokdeuri
dasi dorawa neol chatna bwa
biga oneun naren nareul chajawa
bameul saewo goerophida
biga geuchyeogamyeon neodo ttaraseo
seoseohi jogeumssik geuchyeogagetji
neoegero
ijen doragal gireun eobtjiman
jigeum haengbokhan neoreul bomyeo
nan geuraedo useobolge neol jabeul su isseotdeon
himi naegen eobseosseunikka
biga oneun naren nareul chajawa
bameul saewo goerophida
biga geuchyeogamyeon neodo ttaraseo
seoseohi jogeumssik geuchyeo gagetji
eochapi kkeutnabeorin geol ije wa eojjeogesseo
dwineutge huhoena haneun geoji deoltteoreojin nomcheoreom
bineun hangsang onikka gyesok banbokdoegetji
geuchigo namyeon geujeseoya nado geuchigetji
bineun hangsang onikka gyesok banbokdoegetji
geuchigo namyeon geujeseoya nado geuchigetji

(ENGLISH)

When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still
Even today, without a doubt
I can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you
Now
I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride
On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you, no it doesn’t mean that
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
When it’s the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape
Now
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you
On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
(To you) Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face
I will still try to laugh since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you
On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
What can I do about something that already ended?
I’m just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

pertama kali dengar... uhh sedih.. melodi dan suara beast buat diri terbuai-buai dengan kisah sedih dulu-dulu.. bila dah dapat lirik.. ok.. terus aku nangis.... lupa kan tang drunk.. sebab sebagai seorang melayu dan beragama islam.. itu bukan minuman yang perlu diamal.. lihat selainnya.. dan aku pun sebenarnya.. menyeksa diri sendiri.. dan aku perlu berhenti sekarang!! dia bukan untuk aku...

Sila Jangan Buat Aku Jadi Marah

Setiap orang ada pendirian.. ada prinsip.. ada pantang larang..
ada cara.. dan ada batasannya..
aku.. meletakkan seseorang sahabat di tempat yang istimewa..
baik buruk sahabat.. kita perlu terima seadanya...
manusia.. punya kelemahan.. tiada kesempurnaan..
dan aku menerima kerana aku pun punya kekurangan..

prinsip aku..
jangan bercerita mengenai kekurangan orang...
sekali kita bercerita.. 10 kali orang mengata pasal kita..
kalau kita tak suka orang cuit kita..
kita jangan cuit orang kalau kita tak suka dicuit...
tapi kalau macam kes aku ni yang tak suka bercerita pasal orang...
pun ada yang berani bercerita...
kalau orang yang aku tak berapa rapat atau kenal aku tak kisah...
tapi......

kawan..
walaupun kau buat macam ni..
aku masih nak nasihat sikit..
hidup ada pasang surut.. naik turun..

ingat..
walau kita mengutuk-ngutuk ni..
budget orang yang dikutuk tak tahu..
tapi Allah tu maha mengetahui..

belajarlah menghargai sahabat..
nanti sahabat yang selalu kita cela tu yang bantu kita..
belajar memilih sahabat..
nanti sahabat yang kita sanjung tu yang menjatuhkan kita..

aku sentiasa memberi kepercayaan..
untuk mengetahui samada seseorang tu boleh dipercayai atau tidak..
terima kasih "sahabat"
kau mengajar aku yang tak semua orang punya nilai persahabatan yang sebenar..
dan yang paling penting..
tak semua orang mampu pegang rahsia atau keaiban orang..


nota kaki : shabat yang baik.. sahabat yang berkongsi susah dan senang.. dan menyimpan rahsia temannya.. walau teman itu tidak lagi bersamanya..